I think last nights service is one of the very best services I have ever been in.
Electricity is about the only thing in our world that comes close to describing it. I feel like I was born again in a strange sort of way. Just felt so new. When the spirit of God flows through your mind, it washes it clean. It gives you a new outlook. LIke Shane said, we know a real God with real answers. I have found the answers I need- in HIM. The times where I have been confused or struggling the most. I havent been in Him. Last night I felt HIs burden and it was so light. Sometimes my human body cant take it. It cant contain the spirit of God. I could have died last night and wouldnt have cared one single bit. Actually I am hoping I did die last night.
I need lots of parts of me to die.
So yes, last night was my new favorite service. I hope I always say this. I love my church. I love my people. I love my God. I love His spirit. I love my pastor and how he prays for me. I love whoever handed me a tissue last night when I was praying. I came home feeling so in love with everyone.
Only the spirit of God can do that.
But now its Monday. Lord help us today. Give us THIS day our daily bread. Help me hold onto you. Forever.